رازدارم / rāz dār am (2023)



An evolving body of work, راز دارم (rāz dār am) is an exploration of names and secrets in fibre, poetry, and print. Based on my family name, which means ‘secret keeper,’ in Persian, this project seeks ways to reclaim my cultural heritage. The project is made with manual processes like hand-drawn pattern design, hand-weaving a rug, and hand-folding paper. I work with the material and temporal elements of these labour intensive processes to ellicit and sit with the secret histories and deeper truths that emerge.


rāz dār am tapestry (4 x 5 ft, wool on monk’s cloth) © Darian Razdar / 2021-2022



rāz dār am poster with detail (11x17 in, riso aqua & yellow) © Darian Razdar / 2022
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rāz dār am zine © Darian Razdar / 2021
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The poem in the above zine reads:

From earth into the heavens
constellations too faint to picture

there are certain futures
without border nor wall

hidden gardens
in native lands
where secrets ring

unbound and true.

Twelve months in one year pass

stars make sense
wading thru four seasons

drawing me a map
several secrets
held, dealt, and confessed

dark blue depths entice
incite — mysterious

what lies beyond this tepid
tarn — celestial

perfumed waters reflect
so still my gaze

in one fell plunge
dance stars

among my buoyant body

a revolution collects
in my orbit

whole galaxies whirl in rays
I bathe in such heavenly forms

truth crashes into beauty
and becomes

that special thing.
My secret.
Me.





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